Abolute

by Canadian Waves

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released July 3, 2017

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Sandeep Sehbi Columbus, Ohio

Also known as 'Canadian Waves'. www.facebook.com/canadianwaves

I'm a QPOC immigrant from Europe. North American Composer / performer.

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Track Name: Telemagnetik
A sense of loss and lost
Rising cost but at a loss
No direction but direct of course
Set course for the east and coin toss
Live life with luck and see whats what
x
Count your blessings and stick to the plot
Dont lose yourself you’re all you’ve got
Take deep breaths, just shake it off
Shakey in your breaths, get pissed off
Pissants everywhere, shake the breath out
x
Everywhere is shaken, sans the shake
Milk shake order drive through clearly state.
Please repeat line can’t understand, its late.
Repeat for the thousandth time, this can’t be my fate
x
Resigned to the reality repeated in infinity
Real repetition resignation designated presentation,
Presentable petition signed with intention
Petite signs hiding in clouds
Hide the plumes try to be loud
___

I’m trying to maintain some semblance of a hold
On myself and the world if I may be so bold
Everything seems so full of holes
I’m leaving for the east coast though
Who knows what ill find on the road
Maybe a better sense of self to salvage and ease the load
What to do about this apathy though
Its just hanging over me and killing the glow
Everything is dull and just so so

___

A sense of loss and lost
Rising cost but at a loss
No direction but direct of course
Set course for the east and coin toss
Live life with luck and see whats what
x
Count your blessings and stick to the plot
Dont lose yourself you’re all you’ve got
Take deep breaths, just shake it off
Shakey in your breaths, get pissed off
Pissants everywhere, shake the breath out
x
Everywhere is shaken, sans the shake
Milk shake order drive through clearly state.
Please repeat line can’t understand, its late.
Repeat for the thousandth time, this can’t be my fate
x
Resigned to the reality repeated in infinity
Real repetition resignation designated presentation,
Presentable petition signed with intention
Petite signs hiding in clouds
Hide the plumes try to be loud

___

So many memories in this place.
I can’t think because I’m fragmented
Dilapidated and dependent
Im broken down and forever incumbent
With whatever processes and procedures lay before me
Controlled to the nth degree
No sense of freedom or secrecy
Everything is just out plainly
And there’s no romance in the sayonce
Im just caught in my senses,
The fragments of dreams break forever
Laying out before me controlled and dependent
There’s no romance in the plain secrecy of freedom to the nth degree
Broken processes control my sense
Caught in fragments of dreams incumbent
Plain freedom a sense controlled to the nth degree
Everything is in my senses
My dreams break forever
There’s no romance in the plain secrecy of freedom to the nth degree

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Everything is out in the open // And I’m falling
Free fall into the abyss // no-ones calling
Someones calling
Its abysmal that this is the calling card of my present day
Noone’s someone, and I’m falling
Everything is free and no-one cards the open abyss
Someones abysmal & the present of my fall is everything
This calling card is free and no-one’s calling
Everything is abysmal and my present day is everything
Someone abysmal fell free & someone free fell into the abyss
___

A sense of loss and lost
Rising cost but at a loss
No direction but direct of course
Set course for the east and coin toss
Live life with luck and see whats what
x
Count your blessings and stick to the plot
Dont lose yourself you’re all you’ve got
Take deep breaths, just shake it off
Shakey in your breaths, get pissed off
Pissants everywhere, shake the breath out
x
Everywhere is shaken, sans the shake
Milk shake order drive through clearly state.
Please repeat line can’t understand, its late.
Repeat for the thousandth time, this can’t be my fate
x
Resigned to the reality repeated in infinity
Real repetition resignation designated presentation,
Presentable petition signed with intention
Petite signs hiding in clouds
Hide the plumes try to be loud
Track Name: Melodramagnetizm
I can’t move a muscle
Lost the tussle
King of Brussel
Lovers nuzzle
Triple double
Triple double
Bubble bubble toil and trouble
On the double
Pics by Hubble
Intersetallar voyeur
Worm on hook fish lure
American past-time allegedly pure
Hunting for sport the boredom sort
Sit in boat and wait
Twinge in line fish retort
Mass homocide of aquamarine for entertainment sake
Mundane me and hello you
Shake hand and repetition too
Allegedly we all know what to do
We fit together like plastic and glue
Golden hue, sunset blue
Watching clouds fade into yonder hue
Mellow mood, attitude
An apt application of aptitude
Altitude, sailing brew, sippin sensation sensationalized & true
Lovers tussle, like worm on a hook
Hunting for American voyeurs
Brussel sprouts toiling and waiting
Plastic repetition hand me hello
Shake mundane me, mass mellow true
Glue golden blue we all know what to do
Sit in boat and attitude
Hubble trouble lost lovers
Twinging fish on hook
Shake hunting for sport
Twinge and wait
Mellow clouds fade
Plastic and glue and repetition too
Doubled and waiting
Hunting entertaining
Fish fade like clouds into yonder hue

Bitter seeds of something simmer
As simpler times offer hopes glimmer
Though bitter and broken and antagonized
We try to make it through the rest of our lives
Everything bliss and betterment
Dont resent, just accept and suspend

Bitter times, broken antagonized
Make it through bliss and betterment
Resent acceptance and suspension of hopes glimmer
we try to make it through the rest of our lives
Accept bliss to make it through
Hope glimmers in suspension
Living everything we time our hope
Seeds sprouting something broken
Resting bliss resents justice
Acceptance is making it and simplicity
Breaking through everything offering hope
Thoroughly simpler seeds make it bliss
Resting hope seeds through bliss
Dont resent, rest broken

Bitter acceptance sprouts seeds resting
Breaking everything resenting
Simplicity is making hope
Living everything we rest

Something inevitable
Its unforgettable
The beautiful surrender
Everything better
Something changed.
Here we are
No longer pained
something unforgettable
Surrendered and better
Here we are
Something, everything, here
beautiful change parallels the inevitable
Here something surrendered and its unforgettable
Better we are, everything better
Pain changes through inevitable stages
Pain, here, something inevitable
Long we forget
Parallel pain changes everything
Pained, we forget, but everything is unforgettable
Something, something, everything, inevitable.

Something unforgettable makes everything better
Something beautiful surrenders the parallel
Pain changes everything, inevitably
Here no longer changed, we forget.
Stages forge things changed.
Track Name: Epiphany
Beauty to the beast
Excuse me while I sneeze
Its all just a bit of this
And so the bees knees
I can’t think clearly cuz
I’ve got something wrong
I can’t even sing clearly
No longer singing in song
Playing ping pong
A past past time
Childhood memory
Now seems like a fading line
But such is the time
Short it draws
No-one believes in
Santa claws
Whats the pause
The point of the clause
The serendipity
Watching the film jaws
Old horror film
On the silver screen
Think too much
Too nice to be mean
Drawn in many directions
Eating many confections
True to the letter
This is my predilection
Im without direction
Despite my intention
And times just passing me by
Even if times just an invention
Whats my projected future
Look on arms to see scars from suturs
Blur the past and look forth freely
Positive moments I wish to procure
Can’t separate my anxiety
From the moment at hand
Seems like these words
Aren’t quite going as planned
But keeping myself steady
As much as they expect
Is apparently no sign
Of disrespect

So verbal adherence
To the predicted norms
Is what they want
At least in this form
Formless moments
Dancing in mind
As we leave all the auspices
Of our past lives behind
As we dance
Amongst time and space
Trying to escape
For goodness sake
Meditational haze driving me
Nothing exciting
Just an invite to the writhing
Send good tidings

To red riding
And Robin Hood
Steals for good
Takes the wealth
Redistributes as he should
Children fables
Like clark gable
A figment of fantasy
No longer an option on the table
24 hour news media
Drives our fear and frenzy
They do this shit on purpose
Causing problems aplenty
Mind scrambled so many times
Speaking out endless rhymes
Perhaps off and on til the end of time
Was free speech a thought crime
Does a person need to have a point
Or can they live in whimsy
That seems a crime these days
Life is so damn flimsy
Such is the cause
Such is the crime
That if you speak
You must do the time
Run the risk of running out of rhymes
Speaking out twisted lines
From the familiar confines
Of places I’d rather wish to leave behind
But this moment is clear
Effervescent and near
These tunes all I hear
Laced to the tip of a soaring spear.
As rain comes pouring down
Gather yourself within the town
Let the rain erase your frown
And let the thoughts rain from your crown
As the thunderous roar of words now
Soar out, show them how
How you speak, fight and row
Get to boat stand up at bow
Swim in sea and soar to sky
Dodge clouds as they shoot by
Aim for stars lighting up the night
Leave the galaxy with no reason why
Travel through a black hole
Test your body mind and soul
Come outside and face unknown
Test yourself if for no other reason than you say so

Return again from whence you came
Return to the earth and play mortal games
Earn your pay and lions tame
Mortal games are a real drain
Grow old and disappear
Star child no longer here
Atoms return from whence they came
Depart from this world without fear
Consciousness lingering in the sky
Hovering above watching friends cry
Consoling all with love and life
Smiling with the sun at dawn’s sigh
Return again for another life
Start again as another child
Grow old because thats our design
Reach for stars as thats our right
Abstract thought lets us live a million lives
And the world moves so fast and makes us thin
Sometimes we’re so wracked our heads spin
And truly we don’t know where to begin
Sometime maybe you find love
And perhaps its divine and a sign from above
And it may be perfect and fit like a glove
Ambrosia so sweet you’ll never have enough
Suddenly the mundane lights up with beauty
And every song seems sung so sweetly
Stars aline and it seems so eerie
Romance is real, do you feel me?
Just try to do good in your time
The good deeds will make you feel fine
Make sure you drop the positive line
Make sure you drop the positive rhyme
From the sun we emerge to the sun we go
In the end the earth it’ll swallow
And perhaps it’ll blast the earth to the unknown
And we’ll seed another galaxy with life to grow

Perhaps one day all the stars will burn out
And darkness will be all around
But maybe gravity will draw a singularity
And another Big Bang will blast it all out
Cycles and science and the unknown
Interstellar ether our molecules do roam
The stories they tell we may never know
And who knows truly where matter goes
Believe is an act I can’t necessarily commit to
I do what I can to be honest as shit dude
Maybe in this ill find some ultimate truth
Maybe I’ll be blessed with the knowledge of the few
Live life til that day with good deeds abound
I’ll continue to make weird digital sound
I’ll try to keep good people around
And bad people in power I’ll continue to hound
Such is the way that it is now
My oath to the people and everyone around
Ground me please else ego abounds
just as sure as a circle is round
Living a life of positivity and whimsy
Our bodies sure are certainly flimsy
But the knowledge of limitation ironically sets you free
Do you what you please, do what you believe